나의 SPM's results: aftermath

let me remind u that i still don't give a damn bout ma results.....
but still, lots of people have high expectation on meh.....
sigh....
sorry people,
i've told u before how'll ma results gonna beh....
so yah! stop blaming meh~

done with that?
let's continue....

i have 2 brothers....
the 1st one's defenetly gonna cover all of ma past failures...
yeah.... i bet on that, so people....
stop talking bout meh!
the 2nd one's not quite like me n his big bro....
he's a jerk! total jerk!
why?
coz ma parents spoils him too much since he's the youngest!
well, it's not like i'm not being spoiled....
but he's too much!
compare him to ma all time hater,
he's defenetly the reason why i cry....
n i hate him!!!
sooooo fucking much!!

ok, back to the 1st one....
he's being in ma Segara's hoster for almost 2 years now.....
n we didn't talk too much.....
compare him to his lil bro....
he talks crap!!
well, the 2nd one talks lots more crap....
but this one's defendetly hitting ma heart hard!!
just like ha haters did....
so yeah, that's why i didn't talk to him....
besides,
after he did much better than me in previous exams....
he's talking more mean to meh....
gahh! that's it!
no more bout him!!

next, the 2nd one.....
aside from his bad language.....
which obviously come from his schoolmates....
(the school is known for students with bad attitude....)
his also act mean....
he always hits me whenever we get into a fight....
which later he always end up crying coz i didn't cry or fight back....
haha! i always win~
unfortunately for him, his attitude leads him to being hated by teachers....
not that i shock but....
no wonder that his school is known for bad discipline's students....
the teachers themselves are badass!!

let me compare u to Segara's way of handling students with his school's....
Segara: if the students do something wrong, they'll be judge before being punished...
his school: just hit them hard if they did something wrong!!!!

Segara: if students to the same mistakes or known by teachers as a jerk, teachers'll call the parents and tell them what kind of problems did their kids have done n what kind of problems did they have: solve the students problems with the parents...
his school: hit the students, punished them, share stories with other teachers then called parents and tell them that their kis is a troublemaker that is known by all bcoz they have done various of bad things for a long peroid....: give up with punished the studentd themselves, then called their parents....

parents: n what exactly did our kid have done?

Segara: if u know something bout the students, keep them to urselves....
only talk bout it if u think it gonna solves the problems....
his school: let meh tell u a conversation i have when i, again, accompany kame whom accompany her mom to ma lil bro's school....
a certain teach: r they ur daughters?
kame's mom(which happens to be the new teach in ma lil bro's school): no! she's sister os Irfan from 3A? *point at meh*
a certain teach: 3B.... *looks at meh with curiosity*
meh: yes, yes i am....
a certain teach: well, let meh tall u something.... that kid is a total troublemaker n every teachers know him well.... well, actually, i did exactly teach him.... *walk away*
meh: haha! he's popular.....-inside thought: the hell! u didn't teach him n yet u dare talk like that with meh! if u have a desire too solve that, at least wait for me to say somethint u jerk!!!!!!!! then again, why didn't i recieve any call bout him from school? fuck! r u trying to make fun of meh u good for nothing!!!!

in short, ma 2nd lil bro is transferred to another school.....
the school is at our village....
6 hours from where i'm blogging now....
poor thing....
he never live in a hostel....
n now, being saperated from ma parents....
haha.... i felt pity for him.....
ever since he's not living with meh, i kind of missed him....
well, he did cried too....(not that he admit)
ma aunt told ma mom the he borrow a bike n ride to somewhere....
to cry, maybe.....
he did stay with ma grandma on the 1st night.....
haha... i felt sorry for him....
if it were meh....
sigh....
it'll be meh in a month.....
this weekend, ma mom'll visit him along with the 1st lil bro whom didn't went with us last week to send the 2nd lil bro.....
i on the otherhand, don't wanna go...
tsk, i think i might sctually kiled someone if i go there again.....
*take deep breath n exhale*
fuck fuck fuck!!!
hell no i'm going back!!
besides, this time, i'm gonna do ma best to save ma poupee!!!
huaaaaa!!!!!
i lost 2 buttons!!!
n it's almost the end of the month!!!!!
huaaaaaa!!!!!!

poupee!!! fight-o~!!!!

p/s: SMK Tg Lela Segara's totaly the best school ever!!!!!

나의 SPM's results

bwahahahahahahahaha!!!!
"spirits r always with u!!"
-somehow i just wanna say that......
well... it's not that i hate don kanonji though....
but.... it's kinda complicated..... haha!!

seriously people.....
i don't give a damn but ma results....
n what was it again?
1A 1A- 2B 2C+ 1C 2E 1G~
YEAH BABY!!
i've got 1G!!! or in other word.... 1 FAIL~
ngahahahahhaa!!!
i just can't stop laughing!!!!
kehehehehehee~
this's absolutely what just i accepted....hoho....
seriously.... i just can't stop laughing....^w^

satte.....
what should i choose now.....
return to school or try for something else?
as far as i know....
the U that i applied doesn't care for the Es n G....
HEHEHE.....

sigh....
i admit that ma only ticket to see Gackt is now gone....
but fear enough!
from now on.....
i'll be totaly different person....
seriously....
ma aim is still the same.....
Gackt!!!
just wait for meh.....
hahahahaha!!!

no wait!!!!
omiGackt! i forgot something far more important than this!!!!
seriously people....
i just spent ma holidays just to wait for PLKN!!!
soo when is it ur mother@#ck3%!!!!
p/s: amber's soo wanna die!!!
how dare she ware the PLKN's uniform in front of meh!!!

btw....
to all mi friends especially ones whom got straight As,
congratulations to u all~
to saru, u'r always a monster to meh!!! haha.....
sue, tahniah~^^

Anime Movie: Paprika

to those whom still not watch it yet.....
this post contains little spoilers....^^

Paprika


omo!
i'm just fucking damn love this movie!!
this's like a great masterpiece EVER!!
aa! Gackt~
no! not now!
seriously! this's a great movie!!
or should i say, novel~!!
Yasutaka Tsutsui-sensei sure does have an awesome imagination!!
n Satoshi Kon-sensei's style of directing was brilliant!!
though... Satoshi-sensei's already dead!
huhuhuhuuuuuuuuuu........

the other thing that keep me addicted to watch the movie is,
the soundtrack~
vocaloid is totaly awsome!
n the scores by Susumu Hirasawa-sama r thrilling!!
i kept violating the replay button just too hear his score.....
especially The Girl in Byakkoya~
p/s: this is the op theme.....


saa....
the story is mainly bout dreams~
dreams: a succession of images, ideas, emotions and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.....
well, in case that u think dreams r ambition or something~^^

in short....
watch it urself!!!
i'm soo recomended this movie!!
n also wish that nothing like DC Minis'll be created!!
why? for 3 reasons;
1) it's violating human right
2) i don't want someone else see my dreams
3) i don't want ma dreams to be true!

as i said before,
dreams: a succession of images, ideas, emotions and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.....
it's not ma ambition which i wish to come true though....
it's ma nightmares!
mostly nightmares!
soo if they imerged into real world...
guhh... i think i might just die.....

btw, meet Paprika.....
alter ego of Doctor Atsuko Chiba....
same person yet different mind.....

then again,
there'r also 3 reasons why i would love to get maself a DC Mini;
1) ma dreams would be real!
2) soo real that i can do anything in it...
3) anything.... hahaha!! nightmares, meet ur nightmares~
ngahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa~!!!!

again...
it's not ma fault that i-
still sober(obviously!),
rape the replay button.....
this music is defenetly something....
i'm soo thrilled!!
p/s: this is the ed theme.....



p/s: Gackt...........................................=_="

Anime Movie: My Neighbor Totoro

to those whom still not watch it yet.....
this post contains lots of spoilers....^^

Tonari no Totoro


i forgot when,
but i gave saru a totoro's plushie for her birthday~
next time,
i'm gonna keep it for maself!!
love totoro~

i thought this movie is bout totoro....
well....
totoro is playing it's part in the movie....
but more like a cameo....
no!
more like a batman....
totoro is there when we needed it's help....
yup! yes it did.....^^

same for the sen's movie,
i'm just gonna tell the stories behind these pics~
saa hajimaru!!

satsuki's n mei's house in real life~
due to their mother that had to stay in a hospital,
satsuki, mei n their parents moved to a house near the hospital...
n u know what?
one day i'm gonna live in a house like that!!

a jungle right next to new home?
soooo coool~!!
i've being living in a jungle n sometimes run into wild boars....
n that's the only thing i scared of...
not to mention tigers....
thank god i closed all the windows...
haha~

n this is what the kitchen looks like....
the sisters scared me for screaming out loud!
but that's a good way to shoo the unknown right~?
*looks around*
gahhhhhhhhh~!!!!
well, kanta did warn satsuki that her new house is haunted...
n baasan scolded him....haha...
reminds me of ma aunt's house....^^

our lil mei is having soo much exploring~
well, that's normal for 4 y-o girl....
i bet all parents already warn us to not follow strangers....
but how bout bunnies?
can't help but to follow them right?
especially the ones who carries a sack full of nuts....^^

coz who knows....
the next thing u know is u'll be sleeping on totoro's fluffy n warm tummy....
p/s: they love to screams!!! i mean it!

"that was the tree!!!"
mei didn't lie for sure....
that is the tree that she gat into when she met totoro....
but somehow the way to get into the tree is blocked....

good children wait for their parents from work
no matter how late they r n how bad is the weather....
no worries bout bad guy...
totoro is there to company....
especially to satsuki whom has not yet see it....

i nevet thought that the sound of raindrops
that fall on the umbrella would be thrilling~
looks at totoro!
it found itself a new entertainment....
which is no math for it's loud voice.... haha....
n who know,
human made bus stop is not only being used by humans....
even catbus stops there....^^

after lots of good n bad things thhat happens....
totoro's always there to company as a good neighbour....
i fetl sorry for satsuki n mei for having lots of hardship....
i cried during satsuki recieved a telegram from the hospital
n the scene after that which leads to all the villagers to searched fo mei....
n i was like, "totoro! arigatou!!"
after totoro scream just too call the catbus n then take satsuki to mei...
n then to the hospital....
done with a ride on the bus that normal people can't see?
then, it's time to say goodbye~
p/s: is it just me or that nekobus's look like Cheshire Cat....

op theme: Sanpo by Azumi Inoue
ed theme: Tonari no Totoro

let's screams till our heart content~!!!!


p/s: still no news bout Gackt.....
i can talk japanese but i can't read!
if i type search for Gackt Camui.....
hmm....
i think i just have to try......
Gackt! please don't die!!!

Anime Movie: Spirited Away

to those whom still not watch it yet.....
this post contains lots of spoilers....^^

Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi

what should i say bout this movie?
hmmm.......
i donno.... i just wanna cryyyyy~~ huaaaaa!!!!!!
it's not like somebody die in the story....
wait! excluding chihiro/sen n her parents,
other charas r already dead! in short, they'r ghosts!!!
well, not all r dead people....
most of them r spirits/kami....
with ma knowladge after watching it for soo many times,
let me make a short summary.....
no, wait!
i don't wanna make any summary....
right now i don't have any mood to type about it
coz i'm soo excited to watch it again like, right now....!!
moreover, i prefer talking than typing....
coz i've got soo many to say bout this movie!!
sob sob....

but no worries....
i'll just post a few pics n just tell but them in cronology~^^
saa hajimaru yo!

this is the tunnel of the dead~~~~~~~
haha... just kiddin!
but seriously,
this is the tunnel that leads to the whole different world....
teh again, i would do the same as chihiro's father....
get into the tunnel to discover~
well, u would do the same too if there'we strange tunnel in a wood....
forget bout the haunting part!
think of the adventure.... discovering....
tanoshi nee? ^^

done with discovering the other parts of earth?
moving next is yubaaba's onsen....
if i we're chihiro,
i might actually enjoying the the place....
n took lots of pics coz
it's not like we can go to theme park that being abandon....
especially the ones that suppose to be destroyed long2 time ago....
again, forget bout haunting part....
p/s: u don't wanna mess with yubaaba....
why? she's a witch that's why! n a greedy one for sure!

minna,
meet Haku or his real name is Nigihayami Kohaku Nushi
which he only remembered it after being told by Chihiro.....
he's cool no matter which form he's in....^^

back to the theme park,
this is what the food sections look like during nightfall....
u know,
i'll always get hungry whenever i watch chihiro's parents eat....
gahh!! those foods r soo mouth watering...
droll.............

oh yeah,
did me n haku ever mention that ghosts will appear during nightfll?
well,
i think ur just lucky if u bump on them while exploring the theme park~^^

back to the onsen....
this is what the onsen looks like at night....
no! in morning...
yup, kami sleeps during the day n wakes up during night...
n it's "ohayou!" instead of "konbanwa!".....

this is other angle of the onsen....
i always screams whenever i watch the scene
which chihiro runs down the long n old n scary stairs...
u r crazy if u didn't!!
n at least chiriro can say that she did get on the roller stairs...

done meating with kamajii, rin n yubaaba?
done with making a deal with yubaaba?
then let's take a tour in the onsen....

Hayao Miyazaki-sensei used the
Edo-Tokyo Open Air Architectural Museum
as his based on creating all the buildings in the movie...
n this is place where chihiro accidently let no face into the onsen....
i would love to have no face for maself if u ask me~^^
well, why not?
no face can give anything we want n the only thing i want is Gackt!!
but.... the gold that no face gave out in the movie r made from dirt..
is ma Gackt also made from dirt?
if that soo, not a chance in hell i'm gonna keep no face!
besides no face looks creepy....

let's forget bout no face that demand more food in the bath tub....
while everybody works hard n makes kamajii pissed of by waking him up n
ask for more gold from no face in the bath tub...
chihiro is in other parts of the onsen trying to save haku....
n after a lil problem in yubaaba's room,
chihiro n haku backs into kamajii's boiling room....
poor haku.... thank god that old Kawa no Kami give something useful to chihiro after her stink- umm! hard work....
n it's making me cry just to watch haku like that...
poor haku....

remember the lil prob in yubaaba's room earlier?
turns out that lil prob is having fun with the soots....
mimicking chihiro's act on cruching a slug that came out from haku
after he eats the "something" that that kawa-jii gave to chihiro...
kind of funny....^^

what else came out from haku other than the slug?
Zeniiba's golden seal which Yubaaba ask Haku to steal...
n who's Zeniiba?
Yubaaba's twin sister!
gahh!!
she did wanna kill haku before for stealing her seal....
so, she won't kill him if we gave back her seal, right?
thanks to kamajii, chihiro,
yubaaba's son, bo the giant baby which has turn into a lil fat mouse,
her scary bird that looks like her which turns into a tiny bird
n no face managed to get into the ghost train....
ghost train....
it's also a movie right?
n a confusing one that's for sure.....
all 4 of them went to see zeniiba....

guess what?
zeniiba is nothing like yubaaba!
she might look like yubaaba n more powerful than her....
but she's just a simple baaba that lives in the country....
she even gives chihiro a new pretty hairband....
n she also forgave haku for stealing her seal....
by that time,
haku's already recover n even make a deal with yubaaba...
i also cried during this scene....

while heading back to the onsen...
chihiro remember her past which also connected to haku....
lucky guess, Nigihayami Kohaku Nushi's haku's real name...
i also cries during this scene...
n was like "hakuuuuu, hakuuuu, hakuuuuuuu.................."

the deal that haku made will be dicided in the final test...
which is required haku to reconized her parents that had turn into pigs
among other pigs in front of her....
n the answer is, "none of them is ma parents!"
by answering it correctly,
she's now officially free to go home....

free to go home means no turning back....
no worries, haku'll find a way to quit being yubaaba's direct subordinate
coz he's already remember his name.....^^
"remember, no turning back until u get out of the tunnel...."
that's the warn from haku....
but they promissed to each other again....
will they?!
huaa!!! i hate this scene!!! huaa!!!

as promissed,
chihiro didn't turn back until she came out of the tunnel of the dead~
sob sob~
i hate it when it's over!!!
huaaaa!!!

the ending theme is called Itsumo Nandodemo by Youmi Kimura....
huaaaaaa!!!!! i just can't believe it ends like that!!!
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!

btw, i watched it id dub...
kind of annoying but at least i can watch it....

forever Chihiro n Haku....bff~


p/s: Japan's now being attacked by tsunami....
Gackt.... where r u?
please stay safe...... i mean it!!
n others whom i also love.... please stay safe.....

나의 recent acts...(viii)

o.k, o.k....
i admit, this is still not the
Poupee's Addiction: I Want This!'s post~
chill out people!
i'm still strugling with ma photoshop.....
well, u don't expect me to just post black&white pics right?
ahh! *looks around* sue's not around right? haha...=_="
but while typing this post....
i think black&white pics is better
than ma beginner style of colouring using photoshop
which is still no better than ma usual style of colouring.....
*sigh* i aply for an art U n yet i still lack of art....
Gackt, please don't hate me for being 1/2 dumb n 1/2 genius....
*think again* i'm always like that n there's no way
i'll be a total idiot or a total nerd!
so Gackt, don't u dare hate meh! ^^
then again, P's need to be wait, again~

saikin wa,
oh! i forgot that this's not recent addict...
Drrr!! can wait~
let's start again....
saikin wa,
hummmm..... nothing?!
chotto!! the hell is wrong with meh?!
*deep thinking.....................................................*
ahh!
poupee again~ darn!
i just lost ma chance to win 200 ribbons last month...
but this month, i'll do ma best to get 500 ribbons!!!
sugi waa... nothing again?
no wait! there's something else!
omiGackt!!!!
i'm soooooooooo into Studio Ghibli's movies~!!
in fact,
i just forced ma pc-chan whom recently just change her looks
after our heartbreaking months(long story, seriously)
to download almost half of Ghibli's movies~!!
n i lost counts of watching Spirited Away n cries....
call me emo, i don't mind at all!

Girly Dolls Comments
Ghibli's soo touching!!!!!
n i'm still surfing for the movies that i still can't watch....

done with Studio Ghibli?
let's talk bout other movies....
etto.....
i watched;
The girl who leapt through times,
Paprika,
Millennium Actress ,
Titan a.e
n the rest was from Ghibli.....

hmm.... how bout i tell u ma reviews on the movies in the next post....
i've got lots to tell~^^

do this daily:
sacrifice ur 3-4minutes to watch an episode of Happy Tree Friends....
trust meh, u'll always watch ur back n value ur life after that....^^

p/s: every Wednesday since last two weeks,
i'll have special quest that come to ma house....
i wonder if they come again tomorrow~^^