Malaysian's 12th Scout's Pre Jamboree

Date: 6th-9th June 2011
Place: Telaga Batin Camp, Kuala Terengganu

for the 1st time in ma life,
i went to a camp, not as a participant....
but as a HELPER!!!!!!!
of a cook........= ="
darn...i didn't expect that!!
seriously! sigh......

me n 5 other helpers were in Marang district's kontigen....
which happens to have almost 200 participants!!!!
it took me almost 2 days to realize
that we r going to serve that many people 3 times a day!!!
i'm sooooooooo dead beat!!

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the only thing that pissed me of....
is our tent..... = ="
well.... not to be picky but.....
we helpers deserved a nice n comfortable tent
that does not ruin by the rains...!!!
then again, at least we girls have a tent.....
the other 3 helpers(guys) n our cook(also a guy) sleept outside.....
no wait..... other participants(again, also guys)....
slept just outside out tent.....
i was at shocked to see 'dead bodies' when i opened ma tent....

i'll post pictures next time....
right now imma going to do ma homework.....
homework? heh.....
even maself didn't believe it....
but, this is the new meh.....^^

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this is meh n Farah spreading kaya on breads.....

for more pics by Teach Rina.....click here~

Back 2 School, as preUniversity(Lower 6)~

orientation week(May 9th till 12th)......

i'll make it as short as possible.....
FYI, only meh, baachan n bj
r the only yukans who going back to school....= =
meh n bj is what i already expected coz yeah....
our SPM results is bout the same....
but baachan? aiyaaaa.....
to think that someone with a good results like her is going back to school...
something is wrong!
then again, i was happy to have another yukan with meh....
for now....=_=''

i'm in humanity class
while baachan n bj in the same class(science)....
haha! no more +math~~~~~^w^
then again....
it's not like both of them going to stay.....
bj's already sick of school(what am i look like? a geek?!!)
baachan's waiting for her pharmacy's call(that's in June)....
uh! am i gonna be alone again?

most of the orientation session was held in school hall....
ah! forgot to mention.... it's Lela....
i'm back as SMK Tg Lela Segara's students, again....
meh n baachan grab the most front row(as usual but this time, no Sue!!!)
but instead of listening to the teach,
we just playing with each others(yukan's style)....
i wonder when baachan's gonna scan the Sailor Yukan's pics....
kehehe....

i knew something bout ma haters.... ah!
make it ex-haters.....
some says they have turn to the good side....
somehow i wonder where r their "sorry" went....
well, it's not like i have a grudge on them.....
but it kinda hurt ma feelings to hear that
someone says that "you(i) was the one who take it serously"!!!!!
darn....i almost cry....
i was shocked that i couldn't come up with something.....
i just said
"if they r only hurting meh in psycology ways, i can handle that(that's true),
but hitting meh! seriously hitting meh n doing stuff that guys shouldn't do to a girls(xcept they think it's o.k coz it's normal(but it's not u perverttttt!!)).....
how am i suppose react to it?"
- for more info, read here~

heh!
no wonder all this time there's no one bother try to defend meh.....
well.... it's not like i didn't know....
but to think they actually spill it out after all this time....
*sigh* thanks for being ma 'friend'......

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o.k! that's enough! back to the orientation week....
i learn that being in Lower 6
is actually have a bright future for getting to university.....
n besides, this time, i can finaly choose ma own course!!!!
sorry mom,
but as i recall, me being in science class
during the last 2 yeasr have giving meh a great deal of results....
so now, i decided for ma own future.....
which is humanity course, art class....^w^

final day of orientation is when we deviden into classes....
ma class is 6B5 which happens to be in 3rd floor!!!!!!
uh! 勘弁してよください~~~~~~
it's been years!!!! *sigh~~~~*

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National Service Training Programme (PLKN) (ii)

in short,
after almost 4 months of waiting,
i've finaly know that i'm in group 3....
which is in September 2011!!!!

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that's it! i'm soo fucking tired of waiting!!
i'm going AWOL!!
so people, don't bother to look for meh!!!!
Yong is out! PEACE!!


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나의 recent acts...(ix)

seriously people.....
SPM's aftermath is very terrible.....
but right now,
the only thing that i concern is bout PLKN....
gahhh!!!
when damn it? when?!!!!!

everybody in this world know bout tsunami in Japan right?
then....
how bout flood in ma house?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
i think i'm going mad just to think bout it.....
ever since the flood(last week),
i'm still cleaning the house!!
fuck! too much to wash n to dry!!!

n here's the situation during that day......

it was raining cat n dog that day....
n it's still few hours till 10a.m....
so why bother wake up? besides, it's cold~^-^
Z..Z..z..z..z...z.....-Yong?! Kak Yong?!!!!
nga! who called ma name?
Yong! wake up!
i'm up! i'm up!-geez....why soo early, next door baachan?
wake up! it's flooding!!!
huh? what? *looks down(on sec floor of double dec bed)*
ngaaaaaa!!! soo dark down there!!!!
omiGACKT!!!!!!
save ma stuff! wait! where's ma stuff??!!!!
gahhh!!! i can't see a thing!!!!
urgh! kyahhhhhHHH! what did i step on?!
gahh!! ma drawings! ma cds!! the plug!-the plug?!
omiGACKT!! THE MAIN SWITCH'S STILL ON!
SOMEBODY SAVE MEHHHHHH!!!!(ma parents working~=_='')

.........yeah.... almost like that.....
n ever since that day.....
i still have a nightmares on waking up in the morning
n being surrounded by flood....
怖い～

right now,
i'm trying to find a way to sell all of our family old clothes....
i found them after the flood....
n they'r still in very good conditions....
but they didn't fit the old owners anymore....
though i found some cute clothes that i can put on ma poupee~
gahh!! please don't ask bout ma poupee....
i'm still cleaning ma room.....= =''

btw,
i'm participating in Gackt's SHOW YOUR HEART campaign~
though not by donating ma money coz i kinda lost ma wallet~
n besides, Gackt did't even bother to come to M'sia....
pissed of!!!
i'm just drawing something just to SHOW MY HEART~
it suppose to finished last night but....
i was too busy crying over T.M.R.....
hahaha.....
never fear!
i'll do anything for Gackt-sama~^^

p/s: did i ever mention that i'm watching Sengoku BASARA again?
hehe~ yes i am~
can't wait to watch BASARA movie~^^


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本当にすみませんでした！！！

alright!
1st of all,
i still couldn't figure out how to use this write-in-Japanese software....
so yeah,
if anything that’ｓ bugging u....
本当にすみません～！！！


ｏ．ｋ　ｔｈｅｎ．．．．
ｂａｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉ　ｓｏｒｒｙ　ｆｏｒ．．．
ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ　ｉｓ，
ｉ’ｍ　ａ　ｔｏｔａｌ　ｊｅｒｋ！！
ｉ’ｍ　ｄａｒｅ　ｔｏ　ｃａｌｌｅｄ　ｍａｓｅｌｆ　ａ　ｈｕｇｅ　ｆａｎ　ｏｆ　
Ｔ．Ｍ．Ｒｅｖｏｌｕｔｉｏｎ－ｓａｍａ　
ｗｈｉｌｅ　ｉ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｄｉｄｎ’ｔ　ｒｅｃｏｎｉｚｅ　ｈｉｍ！！！！
ｓｈａｍｅｄ　ｏｎ　ｍｅｈｈｈｈｈ！！！！！
ｔｓｋ，　ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｏｎｔ　ｉｓ　ａ　ｍｅｓｓ！！
o.k, back to T.M.R-sama.....
sigh~
just die already Yong!!!!
sigh~
in this previous post,
i said that i rather want ABS to sing the op of BASARA 2....
n yet....
only last night.....after years!!!
i just notice why both T.M.R-sama n ABS's vocalist got the same voice....
coz they'r the same person!!!!
huaaaaa!!!
i feel humaliated!!!!
i might just die out of embarrassment!!!
HUAAAAAAAAAA~!!!!

yeah....
i just notice that last night
when i read a post at TokyoHive
bout T.M.revolution gonna sing for SENGOKU movie~
i screamed trice....
1st when i notice that T.M.R's gonna siong for SENGOKU...
2nd when i notice that SENGOKU's gonna have a movie~!!
n 3rd is when i notice that i just disgrace maself.....
fuck u, Yong.....!!

starting from today(last night!)....
if i say that "someone is like someone"....
i must take it seriously.....
or i might end up not noticing the most important thing ever!!!!
T.M.R-sama aka Nishikawa Takanori,
本当にすみませんでした~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ねえ～？

as a token from ma forgiveness.....
please accept these SENGOKU BASARA's pics～
ちょっと待ってください！！
how come BASARA's pics gonna cover for ma mistake!!
well~
they do reminds me of the awesome themes~^^




p/s: as a fujoshi, i think Masa-tan n Yuki-chan is more like a rival....^w^


pp/s: something from Masa-tan for T.M.R-sama on ma behalf;



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